GAAH!!!

     Oh my goodness. With each passing day, I feel more and more anxious to get my new phone. I know that once I get it, I'll be happy, but after a few months or so, I will definitely get bored of it. I know this, but I know it would be wrong for me to not appreciate things I am able to have. However, I REALLY CAN'T WAIT!!! o-(>.<)-o I get my phone in two more months, I guess? Well, it is January and I get it in March (or around there at least). Oh, I hope these next two months pass by as quickly as they will come! I just feel so restless...
     Last night, I had been watching this real sad movie about a man who was diagnosed with spinal cancer and he was just so sick and tired of his hard life. It was a really touching movie; I can't recall what the movie's name was, but trust me, it would make you cry. Lately, I have been really emotional. The littlest things people say or do (that are mean or sad, of course) makes me feel strange. I feel like I can't hold in my feelings anymore. I want to cry, I want to let things out, but at the same time, I don't want people to think I'm weak. I definitely know that what I just said makes me sound even more like a coward, but hey, you probably think a similar way. Funny thing is that I, of all people, have no reason whatsoever to be sad; I don't have the right. I have a good life, caring family, a home, food, technology. Everything a person could TRULY want. I'll live. Some people out there in the vast world don't have these things. Therefore, what gives me the right to complain about mine? I have a very satisfying life! Though, I feel like I don't. Which is unacceptable. That is why I feel like I don't have a right to be sad; other people have it worse out there. Okay, let me ask you this (if you're a "sad" person): Why are you sad? What reason do you have to be sad? Just take a moment to think about this. Confusing, huh?

In Has Come to My Intention to Tell You About This

Lately, I've been thinking that it would be pretty cool to have different colored eyes. For example, one eye would be brown, while the other would be blue or something like that :D. Too bad it's a disease if you have it, though *sad face*. But it looks so cool; other people might think you look kind of strange, or you're a weirdo (something like that), but it appeals to me in a way...Strange...Well, this is awkward...I'LL SHOW YOU A PICTURE OF A CAT WITH IT; IT'S SO COOL!!!

I have one more thing to tell you guys! Since a few days ago, I've been obsessing over this phone called the Samsung Galaxy s3. In about three months, I will get my new phone and I can't wait! But this phone cost $200!!! TWO HUNDRED!!! Do you think the price will go down in a few months? I really like this phone and I want a phone that I truly like. I know I sound really stubborn and stuff, but it's true. I've been reading customer reviews about it and even watched reviews of YouTube! The more I do this, I feel like I want it more and more. My sister says I can't get it because it's too expensive, but every time I look at other phones, it always seems to call my name! Like "Hey, hey you! Come and look at beautiful design and display and other features!" I can't take it so I look at it more! WHAT SHOULD I DO!? IT'S A VERY COOL PHONE!!!!!!

                                       
                                

-______- I feel like no one is paying attention to my blog...

I mean suurrre i post boring stuff, but c'mon at least I TRY!!! I actually find myself veeeery entertaining...(well, not exactly) i might be the most BORINGEST PERSON IN THE WORLD! I SHOULD BE PROUD. Anyways, let's cut to the chase...Have you guys ever heard of the new k-pop band Exo? WELL, IF YOU HAVEN'T, LOOK THEM UP AND FALL IN LOVE!!! THEY ARE MY ALL-TIME FAVORITE BOY BAND FOREEEEVEEER~!!! <3

Sunflowers...?

I believe that sunflowers are really beautiful plants. They're bright and give off a nice vibe ﾍ(￣ ￣;ﾍ)
Maybe I should grow one??? But they're very hard to grow...I feel as if I had already admitted defeat! I won't let that feeling overcome me!!! NEVER!

FUN STUFF GOIN' ON HERE

...What is love exactly...?

I'm starting to question what exactly love is. Is love when you take good care of someone? Or maybe have this heartthrob sensation for someone? I'm not sure anymore... Love...what does it mean? I know for a fact that you can't say you love someone if you can't prove it. I mean how do you know if someone loves you or not? They can't just say it like its nothing, right? Ugh, I'm so confused. I don't know what.love is between two people. I've never dated anyone before, but I'm not going to anytime soon. All I wanna know is what it means. Oh my goodness I need to get my head straight. Also, I should start thinking about what to say to others so I won't hurt their feelings and not talk about myself a lot, it'd be better that way.

What a nice, old man!

Well, its been almost two years since I've attended my school and I met this old man that holds the stop sign for us at the stoplight. He's very nice. Everyday, we would talk and for some reason, I find this time of day very enjoyable. I think its because he and I have been very good friends! We talk like a grandpa and granddaughter. Too bad I can't really talk like this to my real grandparents since they speak different languages. It's complicated. I really like the old man, though. He's a people person!

I feel...sick

Guys, I think im coming down with a cold and its like spring or summer only! Mama me ah what am I gonna do!? My nose is stuffed and I'm getting a big headache. It hurts like crazy! *sneeze* maybe I should take some medicine -_- THIS IS NOT GOOD FOR MY HEALTH!!! Wish me luck...