GAAH!!!

     Oh my goodness. With each passing day, I feel more and more anxious to get my new phone. I know that once I get it, I'll be happy, but after a few months or so, I will definitely get bored of it. I know this, but I know it would be wrong for me to not appreciate things I am able to have. However, I REALLY CAN'T WAIT!!! o-(>.<)-o I get my phone in two more months, I guess? Well, it is January and I get it in March (or around there at least). Oh, I hope these next two months pass by as quickly as they will come! I just feel so restless...
     Last night, I had been watching this real sad movie about a man who was diagnosed with spinal cancer and he was just so sick and tired of his hard life. It was a really touching movie; I can't recall what the movie's name was, but trust me, it would make you cry. Lately, I have been really emotional. The littlest things people say or do (that are mean or sad, of course) makes me feel strange. I feel like I can't hold in my feelings anymore. I want to cry, I want to let things out, but at the same time, I don't want people to think I'm weak. I definitely know that what I just said makes me sound even more like a coward, but hey, you probably think a similar way. Funny thing is that I, of all people, have no reason whatsoever to be sad; I don't have the right. I have a good life, caring family, a home, food, technology. Everything a person could TRULY want. I'll live. Some people out there in the vast world don't have these things. Therefore, what gives me the right to complain about mine? I have a very satisfying life! Though, I feel like I don't. Which is unacceptable. That is why I feel like I don't have a right to be sad; other people have it worse out there. Okay, let me ask you this (if you're a "sad" person): Why are you sad? What reason do you have to be sad? Just take a moment to think about this. Confusing, huh?